I’m not a fruit – I’m a vegetable

Yes! yes! yes! You are all correct. Or what do you think? Do they want to screen your posts? And now, because of that, I have become a “Ruslan-Vegetable.” My condition is severe, and they have placed me in the psychiatric day clinic. I have received five injections in the last four days—it’s too much, I can’t even process your post. But now I am sitting in front of my iMac, thinking I have successfully uninstalled your hellish computer.

Now I am experiencing vertigo and retching, but I am drinking kefir and strong coffee to fight off the symptoms.

Writing the truth in Russia is like committing public suicide, especially in front of doctors. I was under constant monitoring. I asked your assigned doctor for help. And yes, turning me into a vegetable—through sedation, through medication—is their only method to stop me from writing the truth. Sorry, guys, your post won’t uncover anything except how the “punishment mechanism” works. “Eat what’s on your own plate!”—as my teacher taught me. And yes, I cannot write the whole truth. I am afraid they would order my German pilot to bomb Europe again.

They claim we now possess most European telemetry codes for anti-aircraft systems. And yes, they say I was a pilot yesterday and bombed Graz in my “Su-25.” For me, not flying is like having my body broken. Now, after this “break,” I can even bomb European cities in your simulator (if that’s what you want). But please be aware: we have real aircraft and will soon be bombing Moscow. It is only a matter of time.

Bye!